There is a night when you've never seen. There lives a woman as old as the trees. And I clawed my way through the waves. Just to have a look at her ancient face.By her feet, I knelt in the sand, 'til she lifted me up with a touch of her hand. And though her eyes had seen centuries. I saw my own face staring back at me.Call me hateful but don't twist my words. I'm hateful because I fear the world this story of mine is not black nor white. It just depends on if you're telling it right.And I can't sit out the storm pretend I'm not here at all.

I would rather drown in these waves than drown in the pretense of being safe!I said, "Bleed me dry, take the fear from my veins. Infuse them with poison, arm me with pain. Let every touch turn man to swine. So not even the gods can take what is mine!" I begged, "Choke my lungs, make me feel like I'll drown. So the air I breathe, I can breathe without. No cut and, no kill can still my lips I will never be carried over the Styx.”

Helka is cautious and aloof, keeping an emotional distance from events. She can be judgmental, although she does take her time and considers many factors before passing judgment on a creature or action. Once won, Helka’s friendship (and enmity) is deep and long lasting. She is slow to make friends and enemies, and even slower to forget them. She replies to petty insults with disdain and to serious insults with vengeance. Helka loves beauty in any form and has a knack for perceiving inner beauty rather than outward appearance and actions. She delights in song, dance, and works of magic.(Helka is blind, while she does have a form of aethersight, I do not substitute this as a way to see completely.)

░░ A skilled user of magic, with a sharp mind. Helka can offer a variety of magical arts, healing, enchantments, hexes, and curse breaking are all things well within her ability. However, these things come at some sort of cost, and rarely is it a monetary one.░░ Often craft and alchemy go hand in hand, and Helka while her magic has a different cost, the world still requires gil. So in exchange for gil she will often sell a variety of potions, tinctures, and oils. (No actually trade of gil required. It is IC price only.)░░ Alchemy, crystals, herbology, magic, mystical and mundane both alike fascinate Helka. She has made these areas her fields of expertise and for those lucky enough these are motes of knowledge she is willing to share. Or collect if one were so inclined to trade.

░░ Supplies are oft hard to come by; special medicinal herbs, crystals and other rare finds are highly sought after. Helka will often travel great lengths to procure something she requires. Sometimes these paths she takes are calm, but more often than not there are filled with dangers.░░ Pitch me your adventure ideas, if possible I am normally happy to join in other peoples tales.

My writing style is adaptive, and tailored to the scene, the location, and the people I am writing with. (quantity is not quality!)I ask that all role players who seek a longer-term connection with my character be at least twenty-one years of age.I enjoy all themes and forms of roleplay, from conflict, exploration, slice of life, friendships, romance (super slow burn), and dark and grim. Above all else I like character building. However, things such as maiming, serious injury, and death are to be discussed first.I am a capable storyteller, fantastic at being a supporting role, and a capable DM. I am happy to share these things and build with you. However remember it is a two way street, and I do not want to be the only one doing the work or reaching out.No lore breaking. Lore bending is fine, so long as they make sense! However, straight up breaking the lore is a huge no from me.

No god modding, meta-gaming, Crossing IC with OOC, or overpowered characters. A WoL is fine, the poster boy wol, is not.I have lightless. A code I am willing to share but be warned, if you have to many annoying mods, I will just unpair you.Despite some of the tones in this carrd, I am rather shy. I have trouble initiating, once the conversation gets going, I am likely to talk your ear off, because I am friendly but starting the talk is difficult for me.I only RP in /em or /s, tells are there for the occasional whisper, but I do not RP there.I have no desire to RP with only those seeking ERP. And if it does go there, all adult content is Fade to Black only.